..two steps back

Hvaing written about how well things were going it was probably inevitable that it would all go a bit pear shaped.  I have been unwell for the last two days and not been able to play - not too ill to go to work but by the evening it hurts too much to breath normally to even contemplate playing.  I feel like I've lost all momentum.  I am meant to be going to orchestra tonight - hopefully I will be well enough and will have enough residual stamina to get through . It could be a hard evening.